"so.. caught up.."

for those that dont know, i'm trying out for streetdance. like ferrealz this time. i know i said it last year and that i backed out and didnt even go to workshops, but i'm serious this time. i went and now i'm pooped.

the 'caught up' [by usher] routine is pretty hard. just those 4 eight-counts we learned took an hour of teaching and most of the people trying out, with the exception of the returnies, didnt get it off the bat.

there were groups that just learned the move, but the thing with them, or at least from my observation, is that they learned the moves but didnt know the specifics like which way to face or how your leg is twisted in a certain angle and whatnot. for me, when i like to learn, i need to learn it in detailed. i think its one of the many reasons why our group was kinda slow at learning.. i asked too many questions.. haha. i also think that's i suck at putting the routine together because of the fact that i pay attention to the details from the start. anyway!

i'm so out of shape that its not even sad anymore.. its scary! haha. but ferrealz tho.. my legs are sore, i was panting after we ran, and i sweat really.. nastily.. all while learning the routine at a kinda slow pace. =/ i feel so slow.

i dont know what's wrong with me. i can learn it fast, but when the time comes to do it full out, it slips my mind. it happens for filipino club, debuts, etc.. in the end, i pull whatever it is i have to do just fine, but i get really frustrated when i cant get it. blech. hopefully i'll do better tomorrow..

i'm gonna take a nap, then wake up, watch tv, and do hw til 2am like last night! *sarcastically* whoop-ti-do! then wake up early to take a shower and sit in homeroom FOREVER for the [what's it called now? CST?] California Standardized Testing thingymabob. =/ i wish i were a senior and could go to the beach instead..