closure

that's what makes it all different from the rest.

that's why i still read those old xanga entries. i've never gotten closure. i assumed things were done, but i kinda knew that deep down, it wasnt. not for me anyway.. i understand now that its why i keep looking and going back..

it's over. it's done. it is finished. or at least from me, it seems as if it is. i just hope i dont get all trippy and get sucked in again. not that its a bad thing, but i just dont wanna get into that stuff for the umpteenth time.

i highly doubt anyone knows what i'm really talking about on here, but if you knew me and my history, i'd say its pretty obvious..

you are wonderful, you're everything i need and more. you are wonderful, so beautiful tonight.. [part of kai's rendition of 'wonderful tonight']

lets go to the beach tomorrow. right afterschool. we get out early.. c'mon now! and i'm so serious this time!! please, someone that drives, lets go to the beach!!