disoriented

disoriented [adj.]: having lost your bearings; confused as to time or place or personal identity

my day: it consisted of waking up at 9:30ish to my mom cleaning the house--specifically, the gold room. i did clean it up pretty well last night/this morning, but i wanted to be the one to really clean it up, ya know? then off to 11am mass. so lost and confused about where to go due to the lack of communication. met up at the annex and freeloaded. went to vermont care which was pretty successful. went to herritage and that one went better than the first. good job everyone! =) went 'mall-ing' with geeps, lindsay, andrew, antoinette, carla, don, gene, and austine. tried to make andrew from pro clubs to AE stuff. haha, t'was quite entertaining. bought me some sun glasses and a purse from aeropostle. well, gp bought the bag, but i'm gonna pay him back. thanks, foo! food court discussion where more freeloading took place. 50 cent ice cream at mcdonalds. home.

i'm dangerous with money. i cant save for crap anymore. $80 spent again. =/

my organization skills, or lack thereof, is really gonna bite me in the butt soon. i feel that i'm gonna screw myself over more than i ever have in my entire life. workshops are here, testing is here, maharlika practices are coming up, i gotta prepare for worship leading and doing that other thing, its almost finals week, papers are due tomorrow and i'm sitting here blogging.

i took a nap and told myself i'd start hw at 8. woke up at 9, ate dinner, and here i am.

prayer without action is nothing. please, someone, pound that into my head!!

its funny how i know a lot of people right now who aren't 'okay'. sometimes, i'm one of those people. but it seems like everything is fine. damn these masks that we constantly put on. i need to let go.. i'm just not sure of what to let go of. =/

while mall-ing [ha, my terms are so stupid sometimes..], we discussed criterias. [this is mentionable, right? since its not specifics?] anyway, i dont think anyone has noticed how i havent really said anything yet. i've asked everyone for their opinion, but for some reason, i dont want to say mine. why? cuz i dont know what i want. sorry if you dont know what i'm talking about..

its time to end this. i gotta start on my paper/project and do some hw. like seriously..