philippines

i wanna go there and stay there. something inside me is saying that things would be a hell of a lot easier if i were there right now, but i know at the same time that if i were there, i'd want to be here. get what i'm saying?

confused with everything and almost everyone.

i thought i let it all go. but i knew eventually i'd come back to this place and point in my life where i'd be so lost. i just never expected things to go back so soon.

its hard to listen to the heart when you use your head. its hard to see the blessings when you're looking at the challenges and trials. its hard to prioritize when everything is equally important. its hard to live. its hard to be a human being. how did God do it?

gahhhhh! i'm going crazee!!! i'm tripping over the little things when i should be worrying about the bigger things like my history project that's due wednesday that i cant even get started on because i have no equipment!!!