breaking out

i think my face has adopted to my insomniac habbits. i dont break out after staying up late at night anymore. i break out when i'm stressed.

i'm not only caught up in doing my projects, my homework, LF responsibilities, and confirmation, but also my brother's english homework and his history project. why? because my parents are making ME.

i told my mom that i dont want to write his story for him because i dont want to do things for him. i want him to learn how to do it. she said he'll learn if i do it first and if he rewrites what i write. i argued and told her that i know she wants him to get good grades and pass, but what will happen when he grows older and he doesnt learn it for himself?

its easy for my parents to assume that i dont do my homework, that i dont stay home and that i dont sleep because they witness it with their own eyes. they always try to keep up with what i do which makes it all the more confusing on my part; they know i go to more meetings, so dont you think they'd know that i have more responsibilities for church? guess what.. they dont. i dont understand why they dont realize how hard i try and how much i actually work my butt off just so they can proudly say, "that's my daughter."