confrontation

its easier to avoid confrontation than to actually do it, but everyone--including the Lord--knows that its better off for your sake and for the well being of everyone who cares about you to deal with problems sooner as opposed to later.

its hard to confront homework, especially if you dont like the subject, you decide to avoid it for as long as you can. its hard to confront the person you like in public because you're scared of what people--including that person--might say. [heck-- its hard to confront the person you like anytime at anyplace!!] its hard to confront your parents knowing that both you and they are stubborn like heck. its hard to confront God after hurting Him so badly and harshly for the umpteenth time.

please don't bring things up and back it out of the conversation once you've realized its unlikely for those things to happen. don't ask me things like that when you already know there's hardly any chance it will happen. don't say you'll do it, plan it, and end up cancelling it either. as much as i try to bring 'em down, my hopes are up. what's going on? who knows... i really dont know what i'm doing anymore. "i'll be your secret.. if you can keep it.."