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i chose you over them. how could i? i have no idea. you didnt even bother to deal with me. you didnt reply back for hours and i bet you just sat there having fun with your great friends. i so want to vent to you right now, but i know all you'll do is laugh and not take me seriously. why? because i know i'm tripping over stupid little things. but you know what? the stupid little things matter to me and i hope it does to you too. the fact that i chose you over them is a little action for now.. but i guarantee you that it will be a big thing.. eventually.

you need to shut your face, you BS talker. almost everything i hear from you is either hypocritical or all about you. open your eyes; the world doesnt revolve around you with your drama and your problems that you choose to run away from. you know that. you act like there are only a selected few that has your back and the rest is there to attack you. foo, i wouldnt be saying this right now if i didnt care about you. yeah, i talk and vent on blogs--i'm doing it now. the difference between you and me: i'm doing it out of love.

all up on each other, huh? i know you're a freekin couple and so does the whole damn world. i'm glad you respect the public eye and dont make out in front of everyone, but groping is sick too. you act like no one sees you guys holding on to each other like there's no tomorrow or feeling up on each other like you guys are married. reality check: you're not married and you're no where close to even being able to get married. you said the bible verse yourself, so follow it and follow Him, you 'in-love idiot'.

how could you lie to me like that? okay, i'm going a little overboard. you didnt lie, but you didnt tell the whole truth either. i know we're not at that level where we tell each other almost everything, and i respect that. but i thought you'd at least tell me that. i dont know why but when you finally told me, after how long, i was pissed. why? because i felt like i forced you to tell me. i know you didnt want to tell me and you were just being nice, so thank you for that, but i still dont understand why you didnt tell me.

this is enough for now. i cant handle anymore. good night. youth rally. woot.