nostalgic

in order to prove someone wrong, i referred to my xanga. it got me nostalgic.

i grew really close to someone in like a month or two and now she and i hardly talk. she used to leave me comments on xanga like every other post. now, we barely even say hi to each other. its really sad. i miss her.

i miss what i had. i guess i still have a lot of those things, but i'm not as.. cheerful? haha. man, i'm emo..

looking back on how things worked out from just a little over a year ago, i'm scared of what's gonna happen in the next year. will i lose more friends and reminisce on the friendship that once was? will i still be in this state of boy-crazee-ness? will i still constantly complain about my parents breathing down my neck when its really my fault? will i reread this blog and become more nostalgic than i am writing this? the answer: probably--and it makes me sad.

okay, its like 2am and i'm feeling that i wont wake up for summer school. sucks. haha.