Him

Am I doing it to get away from the past? Am I doing it to reminisce in the past? In a sense, I'm doing it to get over the past. But in a sense, I'm doing it to regain the past.

Yep yep, its for sure! I want the friendship back. Wait, Wrong--I NEED the friendship back. I don't want everything to be just business. I want a relationship (but not in the bf/gf wayy--get it straight)! I have high hopes that this will rebuild the friendship that we once had. Well, not exactly rebuild, because it never really broke down? I guess its more of strengthening it; adding foundation. And I honestly pray that strengthening the friendship is all I'm hoping for--nothing more, nothing less.

Why, of all people, would I do what I'm going to do?

If you know me, then the topic of my confusion is, most likely, already obvious, but I probably don't make sense to anyone except myself and God right now. I think that's all that should really matter at the moment. Me and God. Not "him". But for some reason, it's not what matters.

I need to get msyelf straight. Together. Sane.
I need to get myself with God.



Hello! My name is Ronneza Penalba.
I am also known as Nez. And right now...

I'm just doing the "NeZ" thing...