Friday, October 14, 2005

it never ends

love. therefore, suffering will also never end.

who am i to complain? a child of God. should i complain? no. but am i complaining? yes.

secrets. lies. blech. they seem to last fairly long.

if there's one pet peeve i have in the world, it's dishonest and untrustworthy people. i wont hate them. but it makes it difficult for me to love them more.

i think it's why i lack self-confidence. i am dishonest. i am untrustworthy. i am a secret keeper. i am a liar. i am a sinner. to whom? mainly myself. mainly God.

am i okay? physically, yes. emotionally, i'm somewhat unstable. financially, i'm broke. mentally, i think i'm fine. spiritually, i think i'm killing myself. overall...? you be the judge.

weekend. <33 praise God.

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