ehh?

gahh. i told myself that i would do homework. ALL of it. i will not slack off. i CANT slack off. not now. not ever. not this time.

but here i am. blogging. about what? hanging out.

i think it's almost near impossible for a teenager to just hang out without spending at least a dollar. think about it: just getting to the place where you want to hang out at wastes like.. half a gallon of gas because you want to get out of town. that's like $1.50 man.

deng it. i'm stressed out about being too relaxed. i hate my habits.

i'm tired. i didnt sleep. the lightning, thunder, and hard rain scared the heck out of me. weird? yeah, i thought so too. i slept on the lazyboy in my parent's room and everytime i moved, i was scared i'd wake them up. plus, there wasn't much space to move around in. i woke up with a sore neck. i hate rain but i love fall/winter.. they're seasons where everyone wears layers and it makes it impossible for people to see how fat you really are.