friends

i still question the relationships i have with people and how much we really know each other.

with this blog, people can easily infer things about me, about how i think, about what i feel about certain topics, but i dont think anyone will ever get to know the real me.. whoever that may be.

i figured that despite the fact that i've known people for so many years, shared so many secrets with them, and have the best memories with them, i only assume all the things i "know" about them. with all the inside jokes, with all the laughter and all the tears, there is not much i can say about the people i've known for quite some time now. but it's not like i haven't fallen in love with each of them as a friend.. because i have. and i can truly say that i will always try to be there for them.

as distant as i may be when i am with friends [or vice versa], even though i do not always feel as if i belong, i know that i will never be a complete outcast.

praise God.