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one of the longest days of my life.

well, nothing beats lindsay's debut weekend/labor day weekend.. not being home for 22 hours straight without having specific religious or educational obligations.. =)

anyway, i usually dont get tired from a 7:30am-11pm-not-being-home session. but the thing is, i was hella tired today. maybe having 4 classes for one and a half plus hours got to me. i had a field trip and didnt get to go to help out at confirmation. it was a play/dance performance out in east LA. it was pretty awesome. it was mostly interpretation dancing. ended up eating dinner a couple of blocks down and waited like an hour to get quesedillas. =/ we were suppose to get home around 10, but we didnt get our food til then. got home at 11 and here i am.

i cant really put into words what i'm gonna try to explain..

the thing is, i know i belong somewhere, but there are just certain times when i feel like i dont. when it comes to family, the LF community, or just people at school or whatnot, there are those moments when all i can do is stare into space because i feel like i'm in no position to do this, or to say that or whatever. i mean i cant complain, because it's true. i guess i just wonder if i really do "belong". get me? ehh oh well.

i got sick. i have a sore throat, i'm sniffing, i'm sneezing, and i'm cold. well, i've always been sniffing and having stuffy noses, but then it hasnt really gotten to this point in a while. =/

i hate weather changes.

please pray for my spanish teacher who hurt her knee/ankle [probably while salsa dancing]. and for those who were sick, that they may continue to be healed with God's grace. and for those who are getting or who are sick [like me], that God may heal them in body, mind, and spirit. =) thanks!

good night!