Niggy

I find it ridiculous that the ONE time I TRY to be honest and trustworthy, everything blows up in my face. ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS.

"Niggy" (11:22:38 PM): you just feel like your just up against the corner and everything in your life is just holding you there. so you just fall down, and theres not even space for you to pick yourself back up. so then your like, fuck...how do i get out of this goddamn corner? but you know what, your just as tough as everything standing in your way. so you just gotta push those fuckers down one by one. then you'll find that you can stand up again. you just look at that damn devil, and say..."fuck you, imma get through this"

Thank you soo much...