All The Same

"Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same"
Sick Puppies - "All The Same"

Gah. My legs are sore. It's what I get for running a mile and a half... Hah!

I locked myself in my room for most of Sunday. It was great but depressing at the same time. I really wish I could've been else where...

My parents wonder where the heck all my money goes. Sometimes I do too. But looking back, it goes either them or me. Some of their gas, my food, my clothes/dresses, and nearly all my "senior year" expenses (aside from the AP fees and college-related things) have all come out of my pocket. Its not that I'm complaining. It makes sense that I pay for it because I do work. What's sad is that a part of me can't help but hold a grudge because I thought I was suppose to use my money for my vacation to the Philippines... Both my mom and my dad told me that I don't even have to work, but they don't realize that I actually do.

Sometimes no one understands my need to just chill. NOT work, NOT volunteer, NOT coordinate dances/practices for debuts and bands... JUST CHILL.

I'm tired. Worn down. Burnt out. The heat is already making its way to town. Now, I'm only waiting on summer. Oh, won't you please hurry up and arrive already...

On a much lighter note, I think I'm joining/starting a band. =) We are expecting to start recording a few things around November/December, so watch out for us!