three hours later...

i'm going crazee.

so school starts in about 3 and a half weeks. in that time, i must have completed reading a 22-chapter book [actively; writing notes, analyzing, etc.], writing a [minimum] 750-word essay, and watch 3 movies. it doesnt seem THAT bad..

oh, but it is--for me, at least. i'm not the type to read actively. its hard for me to stop in the middle of a story and reflect or analyze and then actually write about it. its difficult for me to read a book that i'm forced to read and hardly interested in.

great study skills, aren't they? =/

i spent the last half hour or so looking at my future AP teacher's blurty. within that blurty are our summer assignments and prompts. i've read so many responses and practically killed the boring book for me since i kinda know what to expect. i've read the essay prompt[s].

i can do them; not easily, but i believe i can do them.. but only IF i read the book and only IF i make time for it.

i know what my priorities are, but its one thing to know what they are and another to actually do things according to their rank. get me?

i dunno. maybe i just had a panic attack cuz i straight up chugged a 17-fl-oz bottle of water and its really hot and i'm sweating and i cant get this out of my mind.

RANDOM: i post too much..

help me out, will ya? force me to read. force me to get off the internet. pray for me. not just now tho.. i'm gonna need those prayers throughout the year.

Lord, Jesus, you were once a student. please allow me to be more like you: eager to learn. guide me and strengthen me to get through the rest of the summer and through the school year.
Mama Mary, please pray for each and every student, that we may learn what we need to learn and that we may use that knowledge to strengthen all aspects of our lives.