"oh! you were serious?!"

gahhh. how could you not take me seirously? ha. freekin dork face..

he knows the truth.. <-- inside "joke".

its weird. this is weird. its like i'm drunk or high or something, but i'm not. all honesty is coming out. therefore, things will be weird.

d-d-damn.. i really did need to talk.. about what? i didnt know. i just told the story again and doing so clarified everything--and i think i did it for myself too.

dont hurt your fingers from blogging..
i'll try not to. ha..

okay, so i'm upset because i wasn't taken seriously. i'm frustrated because i honestly thought things were okay.

i feel like this is gonna get to me really really badly in the next couple of days..

sorry lindsay.. this is the second night i'm gonna keep you up. i mean i know i'm not the one that's gonna literally keep you up, but i for sure know that i'm the cause for this one.

Lord, grant me the grace to get through this situation as patiently, as understanding, as honest and as open as i can possibly be. may it strengthen me in all aspects of my life and may i gain a better relationship after all is well again.
Mama Mary, please pray for me and cover me with your mantle of protection so that even if/when i get hurt, the pain inflicted upon me will not do me much harm.