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congratulations to those who made streetdance. =)

the following is not just about streetdance.
i tend to build an image of what things would be like in my head.. in the end, things turn out to be the complete opposite. its quite sad how i say i wont expect anything out of it, but eventually, i end up doing so and everything is shattered. the pieces eventually fall back into place, but its just not the same anymore.

so i was recommended by my history teacher for an '06 ten day leadership summer program thingy where you go to a college campus like john hopkins, NYU, UCLA or stanford or whatever.. i talked to her about it and it turns out i'm the ONLY one she recommended for this leadership program. its around $3000 just for thsoe ten days, but i'd really like to try it. =/ i have a year to save up.

i wish i were 16 already. i'd be able to get a job this summer and spend MY own money that I worked for.. buy gifts for people. if i kept the job during the school year and stuff, i'd be able to send myself to that summer program without having to rely on my parents for anything except maybe transportation. *sigh*.. if only i were 16.. stupid laws... just had to change the working age limit to 16, huh?! gahhhh.