Thursday, November 02, 2006

Maybe. Just Maybe.

Maybe I really don't want to go out with you. Maybe not. Maybe I just enjoy entertaining the thought of it. I have no clue.

But hello! I visited you last Monday. Doesn't that account for anything??

There are reasons to why things are not working out. I know of some of those reasons, but I don't know all. It's complicated. I'm complicated. I'm irrational when it comes to making rational decisions. I'm busy. I'm not the typical girl. You should know that by now.

Sometimes I wonder how I ever got into this--whatever "this" is. It was just a random spur of the moment thing, so quick and so swift. It's not foreign, but it's something still new to me. I don't know what I'm doing.

Gah. I hope you read this.

No comments: