Random seems to be the new thing.

So I'll be quite random right now...

I'm not the type of person to "relive things twice". I've never reread a book, a line, a magazine unless necessary. I've never willingly rewatched movies (aside from Moulin Rouge and Disney movies). I don't rewatch any of the tv shows and dramas I've seen either--unless I need to recall certain events from the series. I've never really taken the time to watch home movies unless its for a project. I've never really looked through photo albums out of boredom (unless those photo albums aren't of me). But I always listen to old songs and whatnot...

I get very nostalgic. It's another reason that adds on to the list of why I don't like getting close to people. Because once I do, I really really really miss those people. It's 4 seasons of loneliness when you're reminded of what you used to do with certain people everyday. And knowing how you'll never really have that opportunity again really sucks.

Its funny how I hate getting close to people. The process of getting close to them is amazing and very fun. But the process of losing them... or actually, just letting go of that closeness... it just sucks. Big time.

I don't have any close, "sisterly/brotherly" friendships. The closest would probably be a "cousinly" relationship? Kinda sad. But still a blessing! =)