Monday, September 19, 2005

the laughs

i can laugh all day. i can crack jokes all day. i can try and make people laugh all day.

but i wonder.. if all that effort, all that energy spent, was worth it.. because i know that at the end of the day, by the time everyone gets back and hides behind a computer screen where it'd be useless to lie to the world about your true emotions.. many of the people i've shared laughs with, cracked jokes with, and had one of the funniest days of my life with are just not happy.

+EDIT+ 30 minutes later..
it seems that rain has come around.

summer is over and it ended too quickly.

i spent a good amount of time outside just now. staring up as a few raindrops fell, i felt a familiar stream trickle down the side of my face. as the vision of the night sky began to blur, i wondered why on earth did i feel so burdened when in all actuality, i have nothing to stress about.

is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of me?

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