So much for summer planning...

What ever happened to Mafia Mondays? Wii Wednesdays? Brunch at Aressa's? Swimming at Cheri's? Baking with Jinger?

It's THAT feeling again. In choosing to be a decent daughter and due to the fact that my stomach has been so vulnerable, I decided to take it chill for a few days. Haven't gone out since Saturday, and even though I did not drive (meaning I didn't have to be home by 11), I was home by 11. Aside from work, the only time I went out was last week to go to the beach. Not once have I seen friends from school since grad parties. How sad is that?

I'm leaving in a week. I have to pack, finish and distribute debut invitations and completely heal before July 11th. I understand it's a lot to do. But I NEED to chill. IT'S THE LAST SUMMER I HAVE AS A TEENAGER, for crying out loud!

Gah. Thursday, please be good to me.

"Once you stop looking, it'll come around..."

After seeing it once, you'll keep staring and scare it away so that you'll never see it again. In turn, you will once again be led on a search. In due time, you give up and realize there's no use in holding on to hope. You've failed. You fall. You lay around for a while. Then, something you've never noticed, something you looked over, something you never thought could happen sweeps you off your feet. And this once instance of revival pushes you down the endless and repetitive road you always seem to travel on.

It's sad, isn't it?

Rant

At work with no one else but Ms. Betty. Talking about her kids and her house and me and my parents and my vacation. Geesh. I'm really going to miss her when I leave. Haha. I think I'll get her a purse or something from the Philippines... =)

My stomach is killing. It's been getting at me since Thursday night/Friday morning. Random, sharp pains on the side, trouble breathing, crapping out water... NOW It's getting harder to swallow and I'm coughing. I don't think its my stomach anymore but my immune system sucks ass! I just wish I'm not sick when I go on vacation...

Speaking of which, I have a lot of serious business to take care of. Lots of debut stuff to handle, wedding stuff, baptism stuff, and fun stuff! =) Sometimes it doesn't even seem like a vacation, but I know I'll have fun regardless because of the people I'll be with! (No, not just my sister and my brother--my WHOLE family whom I haven't seen in 10 years!)

Oh, and yes, I will be having a debut...

So! What's going on!